It has always amazed me through the years how friendships are built, destroyed and forgotten. i for one have had many friends throughout the years. Some i have lost touch with intentionally, others have moved far away, and sometimes life just took us separate directions. I currently have a few close friends that i cherish very much and would like to think they cherish me as well. I also have alot of aquaintances. These are the people that come into my life and we form some kind of friendship. But these are also the ones that call on me when they need something and are ghosts when i need something. I honestly get quite tired of these kinds of relationships, and am pretty much changing my outlook on things and will be making myself more and more unavailable for such requests. I guess I am too nice of a person for some reason and always seem to give in, but I know there is enough asshole in me to correct this problem.
So... a little note to all of my close friends. I love you guys (and girls)!! And I will do anything for any one of you, no matter what and no matter when. And to all of you who only want to be my "friend" when its convenient for you or when you need something..Fuck you I have better things to worry about.
And for some other rambling... I got fired from my one job this week. All because I was 20 minutes late...1 time lol..And on the same day my tow truck broke and I do believe I royally pissed off my boss because he hasnt really spoken to me much since. Oh well I guess no skin off my back..its not like i tried to break it. I have learned that nothing or noone can bring me down. I will always get back up and I will come out on top.. no doubt about that. I have had alot of time to do alot of thinking lately and I have determined that there are alot of good things to come here in the near future.
